i noe....

i noe tat the day u all went for the lawatan of ns camp and camping at pantai kerachut was a lot of fun.....how i wished i was there.....
u all didn't noe how much i wished of goin wif u all....
i fantasized of me being wif u all there...
how much fun it would be....
how much memories of our teen yrs could b made tat day....
but....
i m sry nt to only u all....but to myself as well...
u all mjight think tat the absence of me at the camp meant nth to u all....
but i reali hoped i could....b there wif u all....even if it meant dangers....
i reali wished we will hav another chance to do tat....